i'm was beaten by sickness again....
haizz....
i noe ive been sick this pass few days...
but today i juz cant bear with it....
its about time for me to go and see doctor...
ya.... i got 2days mc....
but i have to go school 2molo...
got hiphop larasta laaarrrhhh.....
things to do:
- UI full prototype for entrepreneurship
- prototype info and technology used
- IT logistic report
- PEST report for entreprenurship
- National Trend & Country Analysis report for entrepreneurship
- stufy for JSP test and make notes
till now.... not even 1 point from e above to do list dat i've done...
ouh man... wad the hell am i suppose to do...
2molo will be going for the hiphop la rasta....
surely coming back home very late...
saturday will be going down for the SIT sportschamp....
and sunday maybe im going for the NTU talk at Intercontinental Hotel (juz beside Parco Bugis Junction)....
boooooohhhhooooooo!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HALLIF
oh man i'm dead tired man......
wad dragging my feet all the way today.....
i tend to sleep at every possible moment i can....
being sick for the past week doesnt really help....
haiiizzzz.....
something wrong wif me.....
wad???i dunnnoe....
din even go to see the doctor....
dun even bother too.....
k lah FarHaN stoo nagging....
haiizzz....
had fun though today....
my day started when my aunt send me all the way from pasir ris to ang mo kio...
hahahaha...shioookkk....
if nt confirm late for Knowledge Management lab.....
well i slept mostly @ the lab....
after lab i skip lecture....
went to eat with my bro ABU and Norman(floorball)
slack till 12 before dragging myself for entreprenuership meeting....
aaaarrrrgggghhhh dead brain....
im tired physically and mentally man....
today after much argument we decided dat each one of us fork out $20K for the start up capital....stupid module ryte???
we straight away used up $60K to buy this and that....
and u know waddd....we predict that we dun have income for the first 6MONTHS.....
its bloody business....well my friend...our business is a Business-to-Business Model....so its common not to earn a single cents in first 6months.... and the predicted Return of Investment is 5-10 years.... we are duing business in education sector....so we predict that its going to keep on going....so we can earn continuous $$$$$........
after meeting which finished at 3pm... i went to c my bro AMIN over at his FYPJ lab....
he was relaxing already siahh....all done except for AES....
went to the SMU talks.... i was sleeping half way through....hahaha.....
but for a while only hor.... around 10-20 mins....hahaha.....
i dunnoe why did i go for the talk....i dun wanna go to spore Uni...
im sick of singapore already....i found out juz now that i need to do alot of things and settle few legal stuff before i can go and further my studies....haizzz.....
hopefully everything can be settled.......pray for me guys.....
after the talk i went to c the floorball training....
was fun seeing them play....
might even make wed as floorball day....
huahahuhauha....
after their training went out with ABU, Linda, FARHAN, Ad, Bob "not the builder" aka Shahrul if im not wrong, Norman not whiteside, Hairul, Zai kesuma, Sam "barker" to eat at far east....after that chill around at ngee ann city fountain (outside) till around 11....
like usual....we play "chop-chilli-chop" (amazing improvement shown by Linda and Ad) hahuahuahua.....den the one-word game.....but before that we played MURDERER....hahahha......
k lah.....tired le man.....
PS: i dun even noe wad the hell i was writing...
hellooo.....
been through alot lately....
reallly lot of things....
from watching indonesia lost to singapore....
to dreamin about me being slaughtered.....
hahahaha....damnnnnn.....
my whole family was playing around with the fatcs dat i dreamt about me being slaughtered....
hahahahaha......
a view back this few days....
been sick....
been really sick....
feeling not well....
feeling sick....
feel like shit.....
feel like im being love.....
feel in love....
mcm2 lah FarHaN nie.....
im broked.....
again.....
haizz.....
after so much....
yet im broke again....
haizz.....
so sianz being broke...
some one please give me money.....
"Show Me tHe MooooNeeEeeeY" --> like in Jerry McGuire movie....hehehe
did some stupid stuff over at city hall all the way to esplanade and back to city hall again....
the crew consists of me, Farhan (small), samir, abu, akasha, adam, azhar, ruzaini (also known as Ruzaini Kesuma *haha*)....latter come abu's crazy mates raihan and zaki....
hahahhaa.....
really2 fun.....really2 stupid stuff dat we do....
hahaha.....
enjoyed myself....
enjoyed looking at them making fool out of themself.....
making fool myself too....
went back to indonesia....
fun.....spent quality time with my family....
lots of it.....
to summarise all i will upload some pic taken from my olympus camera....
no time to do it now....
my sis want to use the computer....
till den....c ya....
PS: been skipping class from last week wednesday, thursday and today (as in monday).....
hahahaha....power..... my attendance for all the modules shuld reach below 93% already thus im waiting for warning letter to come.... my very first...... last semester den get warning letter..... this is cool....hahahaa
just look at the time now....hahahaha....
this is my usual bed time 3.30-4.00am
i know....i know....
it very late....
but how???cant sleep earlier.....
errrhhhmmmm with some exception though....
heueuhueuhue....
let see....
hhhmmmm
today i wanted to study for next week quizes....
so i took out my java lecture and tutorial.....
start duing summary....
was doing pretty well....until.....slide 14
hahahaha....
sianzzz...
after that juz do some other non-important stuff....
watch tv lah....surf the net lah.... and then today got EPL match @ nyte soooo....
boooohhhooooo....no studying after that.....
come to think of it....the notes and my book is still lying on the floor as i left them this afternoon....
hahahaha.....
and i mention today got EPL matches ryte???well come on...saturday nyte and sunday nyte got EPL waaadddd...... thats the tyme when i will stick by the tv and watch soccer....
but first thing first.... MANCHESTER UNITED always come first...
heuhuehuhee....
and WE WON....against Liverpool....
bbooohhhoooooo!!!!
us without Ferdinand, Giggs and Nistelrooy.....
hahahhaa.....
AND playing last 30mins playing with 10men...
after the SOLID brown got sent off following his 2nd bookable offence....
pitty him....he was having a good match man....
but from the way he play right from the kick off tells me he will end up red carded.....
welll it turned out to be correct....heuhehuhe....
ManU played well.... Though tackle and quite a generous sum of luck....
heuehuhee.....
but sadly chelsea also wins 2-0 against tottenham.....
so they are still 11 poits clear on the top....
haizzzz.......
but on the other hand....Arsenal LOST to Bolton 0-1....courtesy of Stelios Giannakopoulos....
boooohoooo!!!!
The red DevIls marching ON!!!
wwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
tired siahhh
its 1+ in e morning.....
juz finish the report on Knowledge Management Case Study
a stupid assignment....
make do report which will contribute only maximum of 3% towards our grade....
then to make it worse...she want to see a "acceptable" number of pages....
2 pages is not acceptable for her....
siaoo man....
only 3% leeee.....want so much
furthermore...we are suppose to read other groups report and post a "intelligence" question for them to answer and also have to answer question post about our report....
ONLY 0.5% mark will be awarded for every question that she deemed "intelligence"
will see wad other stupid things we have to do in this module
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh................
havent even started the research for Entreprenuership project....
suppose to have group meeting tomorrow...
but how to meet without anything to discuss....
3 out the 5 member in the group (including me) are in my class....
and we are busy doing stuff for other module submission this whole week....
the stupid Knowledge Management report.....
class diagram for "Friendster" Java Enterprise project....
UI for the Java Enterprise Project....
Java practical 3a and 3b.......
where got time to do research....
all of that is on top of classes we have to attend....
sianz man....especially on tuesday and thrusday....
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh
to those who know....my communication flow with that gerl is establish again....
hope can sustained this one longer....
i dunnoe how....
dun ask me why....
coz this is my wishhh....
hehehehe.....
my sis was asking me to post this poem that i wrote for her....
dunnoe laaahhh....
maybe to people who have read this before will know....
hehehe.....
wwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
That Beautiful Girl
There a beautiful girl
Standing right before me
Smiling and giggling
In her eyes I saw
Beautiful pearl waving to me
Shinning and Sparkling
Wonder if I can touch her
Wiping her tears
Wonder if I can hold her
Shaping her smile
I want to hold you close
Tight and strong
I want to
But it doesn’t seem possible
Every time you close to me
I feel that you are mine
Thinking "I will hold you tight and strong"
Every time you go away
I feel that my grip slipped
Thinking "did I hold her tight and strong?"
I’ll give you everything
To get your love
To get that most beautiful place in your heart
I guess my time is slipping away
"Could I ever get that most beautiful place in your heart?"
That’s the question I fear to ask
Fear that get hold of me
Fear that bring me to the dusk
The dusk of fear
"Was it the fear of rejection?"
"Or was it the fear of losing a sweet friend like you?"
That might be the one that beholding me
You are that beautiful girl that stands before me
"Could I ever get that most beautiful place in your heart?"
Now I ask with tears in my eyes
With fear striking me into the dusk
tired....very tired....super tired.....
maaaaaannnn....tell me bout work.....
it have been a hectic week man.....
lack of sleep....
too many things to handle....with so little time......
had entrepreneurship presentation on tuesday morning....
and fuck that Mr jUon (not real name).....
comment on alot of stuff....
but fucking hell.....
he only look twice or thrice at me and Kangren during our presentation......
fuck siah...like presenting to walls like that....
din even look up when i was explaining bout our User Interface.....
how can he understand the system if he din look at our User Interface dat i was showing then....
fuck-fuck-fuck....
waste my time duin it....
i rather sleep siahhh.....
aaaarrrrggghhhhh stay until 4am to do...
and get shit.....not even appreciation by just lookin at our damn presentation....
ouh mannnn....
hectic week this is....
laz week was also the same....
and now next week....
i can expect worse....
aaarrrggghhhh gt 2 quiz but dunnow when to study.....
got Knowledge Management report to finish....
Java (J2EE Friendster) User Interface to do.....
haiiiizzzzz......
give me a breaaaaakkkkk.....
hhhmmmm.....enuf said....
cant wait for sunday match....
Indonesia Vs Singapore....
hhhuhuhuhuhu....
indonesia is w/o 2 first choice central defender....
mauli lessy and charis are both suspended....
but we have BOAS back...
and fuck subramani...
dun he injured BOAS again siahhhh
haizz...
eventhough the we now need to win by 3 goals....
i still expect the 3 tikus + golden boy (BOAS, ELIE AIBOY, ILHAM + KURNIAWAN) will be able to provide them.....
each one score 1 goal can do already....
hashaushusah.....
tired....very tired....super tired
halo...halo...haloo.....
weekend of ABSOLUTE NUTHIN DONE....
hahahaha.....
dats sound good ryte???
FOR SURE NOOOOOO!!!!
letsss seee the whole weekend accomplished list:
- SLACK @ Home... u are ryte i skip school again on friday....
- went to my aunt house....
- slept over @ my aunt's
- play soccer wif my couzin and his friends under the void...
- see SPore beat Indonesia in TV
- went out for a while....
- star gazin and chit-chatin.....with ---------------
- online till early morning
- woke up late and went to supermaket and buy lunch....
- play Championship Manager......
- tried to do UI for Entre....managing to do just the index page...hahaha
- play game again....
- watch a bit of tv.....
- and now blogging.....
ok...now can u see somethin related to my entrepreneurship there... except for
point 11 (tried to do UI for Entre....managing to do just the index page...hahaha)....apart from that NUTHING.......and the phase 1 presentation is on tuesday morning......
WOW IM STONNED!!!!!STUPEFY!!!
oh my good.... I took NAPFA test today!!!!
ahhahaha....
dats a shocked man....
never took NAPFA test before....
well during secondary school I was exempted....
coz of my weak knee.....
back then it was only the right knee dat was weak....
due to accident I had when I was in primary 5 or 6 I think....
so the my sec school teacher told me that I dun need to take the NAPFA....
BUT now.... in my last year of Polytechnic....
I have to take....
hahaha...
WITH both of my knee weak this time ard....
now due to motorcycle accident I had when I was in sec 4 I think.....
I told the person incharge abt my problem....
he told me to just take the test....
mayb for fun or juz exercise from it lor.... (well as for the reason i only came down to the NAPFA because my bro Amir and Fahmi is coming down from their attachment....yeaaayyy)
and u know wad....
ahhahaha.....
I ONLY pass my sit & reach....
hahahaha....
it was good man....
b4 the test my friends were ald guessing which item I can pass....
hahahaha....
and I told them NONE.....
hw am I spose to know coz i've never take the test before siah.....
k lah enuf of the NAPFA thingy....
today my lesson start @ 8....
fuckin sianzz....morning class....
to make the matter worse.... the lecturer is Mr Steven Quek....
damn sianzzz man.....
the way he teach fuckin boring.....
luckily the module leader for my course is Mr Tham KK....
hahahha.....
confident enough lahh....
after that went for my Java Enterprise Lab....
did practical 3a...
it was not so bad....
but I was struggling @ first....
building jsp pages is not so bad after all....
but I dunnoe wad will I say if I got to build it from scracth....
hahhaha....
at least I got the hang of it already.....
after my J2EE lab...had 2 hours break....
that I use for entrepreneurship meeting....
well wad to do....
got phase 1 presentation next tuesday siah...
manage to settle quite a number of issue....
well the 2 hours meeting...(or shuld i say its more like 1 hour meeting) still not enough to settle all the stuff for tuesday presentation....
so got to meet again 2molo....
got to settle the market survey questionnaire first for 2molo meeting....
after the meeting....had another lab session....
well wad can i say Thursday = Lab Day for me....
it was Enterprise Application Intergration Project ( semestral project) lab....
only need to present our PICE report for the session....
at first our tutor (Ms Serena Goh) was kinda disappointed coz we din approached her to discuss our idea before presenting it...
we were like.... ok lahh we only manage to pull out or shuld i say finalize our idea the day before....
she was like saying our idea is nt unique coz 1 grp have done similar system laz sem...
my heart broke siah...morale down straight away....
she said that before hearing the full idea presentation....
but luckily after the presentation she was kinda happy about the idea...
well i hope my group can score A or closest to full mark....hehehe
i want to tackle the 15% first...
atleast we have a solid ground to continue working from there....
well i think dats all i can say about today....
in which i can catagorize as one of the wonderfull day so far in this semester....
makes me feel happier to go to school...
hehehehe....
sign of somethin better in school to look foward too....
PS: read Kang Ren's blog about today to get another view of a "great" day
oh my good.... I took NAPFA test today!!!!
ahhahaha....
dats a shocked man....
never took NAPFA test before....
well during secondary school I was exempted....
coz of my weak knee.....
back then it was only the right knee dat was weak....
due to accident I had when I was in primary 5 or 6 I think....
so the my sec school teacher told me that I dun need to take the NAPFA....
BUT now.... in my last year of Polytechnic....
I have to take....
hahaha...
WITH both of my knee weak this time ard....
now due to motorcycle accident I had when I was in sec 4 I think.....
I told the person incharge abt my problem....
he told me to just take the test....
mayb for fun or juz exercise from it lor.... (well as for the reason i only came down to the NAPFA because my bro Amir and Fahmi is coming down from their attachment....yeaaayyy)
and u know wad....
ahhahaha.....
I ONLY pass my sit & reach....
hahahaha....
it was good man....
b4 the test my friends were ald guessing which item I can pass....
hahahaha....
and I told them NONE.....
hw am I spose to know coz i've never take the test before siah.....
k lah enuf of the NAPFA thingy....
today my lesson start @ 8....
fuckin sianzz....morning class....
to make the matter worse.... the lecturer is Mr Steven Quek....
damn sianzzz man.....
the way he teach fuckin boring.....
luckily the module leader for my course is Mr Tham KK....
hahahha.....
confident enough lahh....
after that went for my Java Enterprise Lab....
did practical 3a...
it was not so bad....
but I was struggling @ first....
building jsp pages is not so bad after all....
but I dunnoe wad will I say if I got to build it from scracth....
hahhaha....
at least I got the hang of it already.....
after my J2EE lab...had 2 hours break....
that I use for entrepreneurship meeting....
well wad to do....
got phase 1 presentation next tuesday siah...
manage to settle quite a number of issue....
well the 2 hours meeting...(or shuld i say its more like 1 hour meeting) still not enough to settle all the stuff for tuesday presentation....
so got to meet again 2molo....
got to settle the market survey questionnaire first for 2molo meeting....
after the meeting....had another lab session....
well wad can i say Thursday = Lab Day for me....
it was Enterprise Application Intergration Project ( semestral project) lab....
only need to present our PICE report for the session....
at first our tutor (Ms Serena Goh) was kinda disappointed coz we din approached her to discuss our idea before presenting it...
we were like.... ok lahh we only manage to pull out or shuld i say finalize our idea the day before....
she was like saying our idea is nt unique coz 1 grp have done similar system laz sem...
my heart broke siah...morale down straight away....
she said that before hearing the full idea presentation....
but luckily after the presentation she was kinda happy about the idea...
well i hope my group can score A or closest to full mark....hehehe
i want to tackle the 15% first...
atleast we have a solid ground to continue working from there....
well i think dats all i can say about today....
in which i can catagorize as one of the wonderfull day so far in this semester....
makes me feel happier to go to school...
hehehehe....
sign of somethin better in school to look foward too....
PS: read Kang Ren's blog about today to get another view of a "great" day
harlow....
sianzzz man today...
woke up round 6....
thought of going to school....
lesson start @ 8 BUT....
my body -aching all over....
i touched my forehead and felt warm....
check my tempterature it reads 38
ouh myyyy godddd....
i need a rest....
having already make up my mind of not going for class...
i went back and sleep....
so sianzzz....
so many missed call when i woke up and see my phone....
sorry guys..... cant hear my phone....
i was deep in sleep....hehehe
as you can see its new template dat i'm using....
got the dance pic from somewhere....
and design the whole thing myself....
its not complete yet....
well....i think im going to leave like this for a while...
coz now im busy with school work...
as i told u in my last post...
as for now....im feeling better....
have to go to school 2molo....
cant afford to miss lesson again....
so sianzzz....
PS: to Law Man --> Sorry i cant help much today....sorry bro!!!
2004 was closed wif the whole universe crying.....
din enjoy the countdown for the 1st time in my life....
did alot of reflection on e new year eve....
well actually went for prayer that nyte...
strange things happend dat nyte....
the moment we started the praying session....
rain start pourin down.....
and the moment we finished.....
the rain stop....
woow..!!! call dat a miracle....
now thought of duin new skin....
but got a lot of things going on...
assignment...presentation....and project.....
start to jammed up the schedule le....
siannnzzzz......
project idea seems to stuck up my brains....
nuthin dat came out seems really wow....
the intention wif me now is to re-use the idea or even take some frm other people proj....
and off course improve on them....
but hhmmmm.....
not a great idea ryte???
and off course....!!!
my brain seems refuse to werk....
even put itself in sleepin mode when im spose to think up ideas....
haizzzz......
dunnoe wad to do to get me and my brain to workin mode....
i certainly tried but juz too diff to start....
can sumbody juz tell me how....
sianzzz.....
on a lighter note....
to my relieved at last indonesia beat malaysia in e tiger cup semi....
they went back to their own self...after losing 2-1 in e 1st leg....
aggregate score 5-3 to indonesia.....
hehehe
u can guess wads the score for the 2nd leg ryte??*wink*
i definately will watch them.... on tv for the 1st leg and....
live in Spore National Stadium....if i can get any1 to go along....
my hope are high on this.... i couldnt see indonesia losing the final....
i've been resisting myself from being involved in MSN Nick WAR with my bro Samir....
hahaha....
hes so confident that spore will take it.....
will see........
