In LovIng mEmOrY oF My GrAnDmA
many of you might ask... or question...
why do i start this post with the above lines...
well e answer is simple...
my grandma(from my father side) have just left me in this world....
on the 28th October 2004 at around 1400hrs Spore time.....
i love her.... love her alot....
i even miss her already....
i'm not ready to let her go....
coz i havent spent enuf time with her....
she havent see me grow up enuf yet....
i was dreaming that she would be proud of me when i graduate and start werking....
but not now....
i cant see her happy face again....
even though i'm sure that she will be happy for me up there....
she died in her sleep....during fasting month....thursday night....
wad else can a person ask for....
she was so white.... so clean.... so-so...haizz....
its the best way to die when you are a muslim....
cant bear remembering my last view of her face....
a cold smily face....
my last kiss to her....
the face of my parents,sisters...brother... my uncles and aunts....
my couzin.....my tears are falling now.... juz from the thought of it.....
i remember when she said.... "kalau aku mati sapelah kuburkan aku" (translate = if i died, who will burry me).....
well i help carry her corpse.... carry from my uncle's home to mosque..... from mosque to cemetery....dig some earth to cover her grave.....
GEDE (the way i called her)......
now i cant call her no more.....
she cant have some of my maggie i cook....
some of any food i bought....
but i cant tell you GEDE.... i hope you are happy up there....
i love you....i'm missing you already.....
it hurt me very much to lose you now.... when i haven see much of you in 3months....
i cant write no more.............................................
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