SomE pIctUrE tAkEn wtH mY fAmilY aNd ReLaTIvE
In ThE CAr
Me aND ToHa
Me, My Great GrandAunt and My Bro
Me AnD Naughiest Boy
Baby TIMe
BaBy TIME
LoVe mY MoMs "almond rings"
2004 raya
my MOM
Me and My Sis
halo peeps....
wow.... this is new record babes....
ages since i updated....
alot of things happend after my grandma funeral...
very busy since then...
and now holiday babe...
so must go back indo wadd....
hehehehe....
go back indo = cant update
not because no internet...
but the net is so fucking damn slow....
k lah i want to upload pic taken in indonesia...
wwwweeellllooooo.....
finally holiday is here....
yes i've finish my IPP aka Attachment aka 'Magang'
dun ask me wad grade i got....
coz my boss is a biaaaattttcccchhhhhh
hueheuehue....
firstly i wanna thanks all my friends that have been there for me....
especially when i was in complete schocked of my grandma(paternal) departure....
thank you very-very much....
ok lets talk bout something better....
after our laz day of IPP....
5 of us.... Me, Desmond, Kenny, Ming Qiang aka beng and Zhi Xiong....
we went to Seoul Garden to eat our dinner....
heueuhuehhuee
a feast?? u bet it is....
we had lotsa of food...and off course lotsa fun.....
In LovIng mEmOrY oF My GrAnDmA
many of you might ask... or question...
why do i start this post with the above lines...
well e answer is simple...
my grandma(from my father side) have just left me in this world....
on the 28th October 2004 at around 1400hrs Spore time.....
i love her.... love her alot....
i even miss her already....
i'm not ready to let her go....
coz i havent spent enuf time with her....
she havent see me grow up enuf yet....
i was dreaming that she would be proud of me when i graduate and start werking....
but not now....
i cant see her happy face again....
even though i'm sure that she will be happy for me up there....
she died in her sleep....during fasting month....thursday night....
wad else can a person ask for....
she was so white.... so clean.... so-so...haizz....
its the best way to die when you are a muslim....
cant bear remembering my last view of her face....
a cold smily face....
my last kiss to her....
the face of my parents,sisters...brother... my uncles and aunts....
my couzin.....my tears are falling now.... juz from the thought of it.....
i remember when she said.... "kalau aku mati sapelah kuburkan aku" (translate = if i died, who will burry me).....
well i help carry her corpse.... carry from my uncle's home to mosque..... from mosque to cemetery....dig some earth to cover her grave.....
GEDE (the way i called her)......
now i cant call her no more.....
she cant have some of my maggie i cook....
some of any food i bought....
but i cant tell you GEDE.... i hope you are happy up there....
i love you....i'm missing you already.....
it hurt me very much to lose you now.... when i haven see much of you in 3months....
i cant write no more.............................................
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