harlow....
hehehe
another posting from me after quite a sometimes missing in action....
seriusly today might prove to be my turning point....
i feel that i have the need to push myself to the limit again...
i feel that there is a lady who have challenge me of my worth....
damn i dun like dat.....
i've done so much yet to get back so little..
now she talk to me giving me the impression of her....
Firstly not trusting me...and secondly have no confidence in me....
damn....
its the first time anyone have ever feel that towards me....
seriusly i'm not given my fairshare of the things going on....
i've done lots of shit then the others yet she still give me shit.....
haiz....
but atleast i can now werk on to prove to her that im a lot more than wad she think i am....
so sure i am....
i noe im a confident man..... i noe myself.....
my friends can tell you dat....
i am a trust-worthy to complete a task given to me.... i noe myself
you can ask my friends for that....
well 1st of all i dun like to be treated like dis....
only my closest friends can do dat....
ok enuf of that.... now i want to congratulate the SD gank....
for winning in the 2004 Voiceout...
1st for groups --> represented by Krazy Bounce Crew
2nd for duet --> A plain morning by Abu and Adam
3rd for Young Composer --> adam wif his "song for Izyan"
well thats basically the news so far from SD gank....
beside some hicpups here and there....
haizz....
went to a Cultural Show in the weekend....
its called "Festival Tari Serumpun"
reason i went there...
1st my father is one of the Guest of Honours
2nd my brother is performing
3rd all the pretty dancer that my bro have bragged about is performing....
surely 2 dancer caught my eyes.... 1 from Batu Pahat Johor and the other 1 from Tembilahan Indonesia.... fuuuhhhh yoooo power to tha max man....
huahsuhaushuahusas......
haiz now im closely monitoring the voting-count in for Presidential Election in Indonesia....
i din vote.... din even vote since the May Election.... July Election and Now September....
but wad i hope is for SBY to win.... Not MEGA for sure....
she cant do a thing rather than whinning.....
i followed the debate section and surely MEGA is way-way below SBY....
hes clever shes dumb....
well sorry for those whus hurt....
anyhow this is my opinion....
wad she can sell is her father's reputation.....
i dunnoe wad's her worth for the country....
weelllll thats it i think for now...
hehehehe....
To end this posting just a little advised for you all out there....
sTroNgHeAd is goOd bUt nOt sTubBOrN
well...if u noticed i decided to put up a more lively song as the previous 2 songs....
why???I need to change man... i'm so sian living life with full of problems....
but i do nuthin just thinkin about it...evrytime...
so now must take a step further...which is to move on...
hasuahsuhauss.....
This song is one of my ol' tyme fav...
decided to put up the lyrics to
Greenday - Basket Case
Do you have the time
To listen to me whine?
About nothing and everything
all at once
I am one of the thoseMelodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
I'm just stoned
I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex
that's bringing me down
I went to a whore
She said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause
it's bringing her down
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Uh,yuh,yuh,ya
Grasping to control
So I better hold on
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
I'm just stoned
PS: To my brother AMIR get well soon okay....!!!
one sentence to start my entry this time round is
Fuck Mikael Silvestre of Manchester United
He coz the draw man....
fuck-fuck-fuck
things in my life is getting sorted out bit by bit...
its too many things to handle at once....
i had trouble handling the shit....
just feel lyke cant do....
i dunnoe how to start...
i couldnt even find someone to talk to and the right tyme to talk about it...
feeling shit now...
really feel lyke giving up for the time being and went back for long vacation man...
i think i really need that....
i need to feeel the holiday mood again...
wher theres not much probs to think about....
not much things to accomplish in a very short tyme....
ah fuck it...
i dunnoe why im telling this shit here....
fuck it....
well.... i just release a certification for my life getting better...
just few days ago....
but man, i guess i have to take it back.....
why does it have to be this diff....
i noe its not me...
but why must it be like that...
man.... i feelin shit....
writyn this kinda of shit in my blog...
oh hell its mine.....
being away from my bruders friends for long time makin it worse
heard lotsa bad things happenin now in school
and i have a pill of shit that just couldnt be shared wif my bruders
my SD bruders...
couldnt make it to bandzout today....
well Abu im sorry man...
just got some shit i have to handle
eventhough i can still go after dat
but man i feeling shit....
how would i act in e middle of partyin mood peeps
latter PMS die man....
hahahaha....
im nuts
yes i am
hahahaa
shit i din even go out of the house since coming back from werk on friday
haahahaa
not even to buy food
and im home alone
so no granny to cook food
nuthin at home to even cook
only got eggs
sianz man...egss and plain rice
listening to dashboard confessional album now
their songs are so good to my ear ryte now
feeling lyke someone's layin my probz up to me
just lyke here u go....
dis is ur grudges .....
well change e song again
i was thinkin of putting up Dashboard other song
lyke so long sweet summer, screaming infidelities, again i go unoticed or even vindicated
but well my old time favourite wins....
i want home not shelter
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttttttt
welll today i'm updating again
TODAY Is My MOM's 43rd BdaE
a Great sHout Out to My MOM
HAPPY BDAE....
hueheuhuehuee
wow da 43 years....
hausuhashasas.....
k here i certified dat i'm feeling better now...
lots better....
thanks for my friends whu always care for me....
but i still got lots of shit to go through.....
wad's life w/o probz ryte
