29 April 2004`
wHo Am I???
wHuS mY fRienD's??? dO i KnOw aNioNe???
wHy am I treAted lIke diS???
dId i dO suMthiNg wRonG???
oR i aM an AliEn tO aLl of U??
mY wOrlD iS sUch A biacTh
28 April 2004`
harlow again.... i've freshen up...and i find tt i dun noe where shuld i start my revision.... and here i am writing a post on my blog... thats seem weird.... haizz... the situation now is very bad for my class...maybe some of u might wonder wad happend coz ive never talk about it b4... well i din talk bout it b4 coz i dun feel like to.... but i think bout it a lot... i reallt dun understand wad really happend coz they treat me as invisible so aint got to be told??? i dun noe wad are in their mind.... fuckin up mind i suppose... for u all whu noes thats why i prefer to hang up with other groups of mine (SD grp or The SIT grp) i suppose because i feel more better treated there.... rather then i feel invisible to all of ya.... whu want to be in tt kind of places.... siao.... i dun noe wad to say to all of ya.... but 1 thing i noe after i left the previous grp i felt better but i oso encounter some big problem as i have to do things tt are previously dun by the others but at the end i feel satisfied when i can do the job.... actually i feel a bit sad thinking wad happend to law coz he din get to present in e distinction project dis time.... i might be wrong coz im not updated but as i have wrote earlier im treated as if im invisible so i dun noe okay..... wad i noe is i feel sad and pity him.... i guess he wuld say i shuldnt but for me to see a good friend as him do weel has a sense of satisfaction in me.... i hope he can do well.... and of course me too..... update you'll again latter.... i need a time to think it over.....
I'm InviSiblE aIn'T I ??
28 April 2004`
haarrloww... haiz its been like a week i haven been posting... and here i am...actually i juz came back from indonesia... im quite tired now... but i have no choice but really to start studying... coz my first paper is on monday... haiz the party time is done in a flash and now i have to start studying already.... okay peeps i really hope to do well for this exam... and to maintain my average grade @ B... and hopefully no C's accompanying it dis time....
PraY fOr Me PepPs
22 April 2004`
time now is 4.15 am... i juz reach home from partying hahahaa..... quite and mind opener and 'enjoyable' outing.... haiizz im very tired now and dammnn shagged.... hehehe... but all e burden dat i've been carrying through out this sem is lifted up from me and now leaving me wif holiday only.... i feel like going back indon and spend my weekend dere... hehehe... i so need to print past exam paper and might need to cut my hair le...haizzzz... i so need a major reimbursement coz my monthly budget left only around 40 bucks.... how to survive like dat... haizzz.... ok lah ManU won yesterday and i saw e wonderful Monaco match against Chelsea.... guily and rothen is good man...MORIENTES as always realiable evry position he play....
tIrEd aNd vErY tIrEd
20 April 2004`
yesh....finally i can forget ITIPJ...hahaha.... danger!!! adn after 2molo i only need to concentrate on my exam...but b4 dat hahaha enjoy 1st ahh.... damn man it feel so good...hahhaa.... biz comm oh biz comm why do ya making me feel uncomfy... i dun noe wad will happend to me over the biz comm attendance issue...haizz.... its almost the end of the semester le and i hae noe shit about it... man it left me wondering and make me feel i kinda stupid...fuck... dun noe wad shes dere for.... cannot make exceptions.... damn.....
stop it ahhh... it aint make me feel betta by scolding her like dat...haiz.... on a betta note 2day i fouind out my Marketing Research project i got an A hahaha power.... i feel great...i feel a lot of self satisfaction... 1st is almost of the project and assignment dis sem i done it almost all of the part by myself...haiz... and the ITIPJ i did the integration.... yyyeeeiiiii at last i found out that i can do wad KR can.... hahaha.... pitty him dat his presentation doesnt run as well as plan..... maybe u can use back my help for year 3 sem 2 project...hahhah...*hint-hint*.... but theres a positive point working wif the guys... i mean e guys only huh..... and for the gerlzz u betta backup coz i dun like ur attitude in werking... u over relying on e guys and me...damn... i almost let go of my temper when u did those things tt i have warn u not to....
i really really pissed of werking wif u...and seriusly i dun wish to werk wif u animore.... (gerl u know whu u are) u've been 'stuck' inside e same grp wif me for 2 major project....
today i found things that answer my curiousity.... im still in shock over sum issue tt i wuld not even believe it will happend... y are u all so childish.... its childish + arrogant
*aniq i want to knoe u??? pleasee let me have e oppurtunity to do tt*
U betTa sTay aWay fRom Me gErL
16 April 2004`
cOuntinG down have begin for another 4 days b4 the doomsday arrive....haiizzz.... no lah actually i'm refering to my semester project presentation... haizz.... damn.... strings of bad luck is streching even more.... damn... 2dae my zip disc corrupted and my computer IIS have no hope of saving it from getting corrupted oso..... daaammmmnnnnnn....
okay stop about dat... it will only make me feeling even worse juz by toking about it...
in a better note today i, abu, zai, fahmi, amir, sara, hadirman, brendan and li shang if i not wrong.... sign up for the NYAA Gold Award... hmmmpphhh im feeling excited on enrolling for it.... it creates another goals of my life dat i need to achieve.... if u know me... i love challenges.... hehehe.... hope dat i can complette it in 18 mths.... straight 18 mths not more....hehhee
dOiNG ITIPJ iS wOrsE dEn WaiTinG foR cHickEn tO giVe biRth*wInk*
14 April 2004`
yo..yo..yozz.... i'm back....i'm backk.... hauhuahuaahha...at last i can find e time to update my blogg.... ouh man had a really bad day for me and amir.... pitty him... he lost his thumb drive which has his projects dere.... it was like why the hell it happend at this time of the semester... we are having our projet presentation next week.... wad the fuck 4 months project in 1 week... u gotta be insane.... for my case.... out of the stupidity and idiocity tallent i have inside me.... i PRINTED AND SUBMIT the fucking wrong thing for my XML assignment....wad the fuck it can cost me 30% of my total grade mark.....
hOw a SmAlL mIstAkE caN cOSt u DeArLy
08 April 2004`
yo peepzz sorry i haven had e time to update my blog dis past few weeks....hiks-hiks-hiks.... damn prject, damn assignment damn test...... fuck...!!!
Have a nice long weekend folks....
