29 February 2004`
Harlooowww.... 29th February is almost over.... and we wont be meetin it until another 4 years.... hahaha.... nuthin much i have dun 2dae.... but i broke my record again for 35 hours without bathin... hahahah it beat my last record by 4 hours.... i dun noe wad hapend to me.... but wad i realise is tt when im not going out of the house i have e tendency not to bath....
Ouh ya i have found e website tt host image if u all wanna know juz click here its free and very easy to use....... im not going to talk about ManUtd for e time being..... i juz want u all to know tt im very disappointed with the lads esp Alex Ferguson...... wad e hell is he thinkin man.......... for now i even think tt he doesnt deserve e title Sir.... Fuckkk...............
things to do *short term*
1. go through dis sem without any injuries
2. buy another Air Jordan shoes
3. past my sem exam with A's and B's no other
4. make my relationship better
5. find another gerlfriend
6. go 'umrah' wif my family dis sem holiday
7. build back my basketball team in indonesia
8. get posted to OCBC for attachement
dats all for now i think.... ouh ya 2molo im goin for a 3days camp hope can write stories after e camp
| wAd tHe hE|L aM | suPpOsE tO dO nOw...?? BrEak Up??? |
My FavOuRiTe ClAss oF All TiMe *FrEnCh ClAss*
28 February 2004`
WTF... Man U lost to Porto....... im disappointed by the lads performance.... ouh man...... they play lik shit.... they dun even play close to their worse form......... enuf bout that.... sorry i haven post for quite a while ouh ya i just found an image hosting website.... and i have submited some of my pictures to their server
TireD PicturE of cIjE FaHmI anD Me DurIng NYP OpeN HouSE 2004
25 February 2004`
Hella peeps.... tired man today.... you just imagin man.. i slept at 3+ in e morning and woke up at 5.30.... went to school and start the day with biz comm... submitting e resume and cover letter and we had mock interview within our groups.... den *eng ing eng* start werkin on the project... start with the UI design to use case and domain modelling.... the UI was simple but the Use Case shit and the domain modeling is a hella fucka...... we just manage to finish the use case and half done domain modelling and not forgetting the Software System Architecture Diagram by 9 PM.... hello fellas from 11am to 9pm just manage to finish those shit... oh man dat is stressing me alot.... luckily my mobile application 1st assignment with Kang Ren completed since last week alrdy... but we are werkin on e storing date stuff 2nite..... sianzz man.... so stress..... we have to learn ASP.Net by ourself during the 1 week vacation lerh.... on top of dat the 3days Camp Bang and MR project dat we have to start during e vacation week... hella shit muthafucka..... ouh man im duin e Use Case Text 2nite and might be duin XML prac and tutorial for friday oso i think...... wish me luck peeps...............
MaNcHeSteR pLeAsE wIn tHe MatcH......Pl3aZe...!!!
23 February 2004`
Harlow peeps and niggaz.... wadz up my man....!!!! my ankle is okay now.... hahha... can go to school 2molo yeii*lame*..... ouh shit i got sun burn on my face... dats sucks man.... im kinda overcooked on my face that is terrible man..... i juz hope it will be better soon... pleazeee arh....
My Manchester United is facing their worst period in dis season... shit man.... we are short of defender.... Rio banned, Silvestre injured for 3weeks and gary neville will be suspended for 4weeks for English football... shit man.... with wes brown short of match fitness we only have john o'shea and phil neville as the natural defender man...... Ferguson might use fortune and keano as cover i think..... ManUtd defense is exposed badly man.... we let in 11 goals in 4 matches including 1-1 draw with Leeds.... i juz hope we will win against Porto dis thrusday Spore time........ i dun want another loses or draw man... i noe lah Porto is a world class team but i jux dun want another lost or draw.... come on ladsss... show to our rivals why Manchester United is one of the best football club in the world......
0uGh GoD iM brOkE
22 February 2004`
Yo peeps I have some words for you to think about......
Time does not heal your pain,
Time only make you used to your pain. (taken from Jericho Law blog)
Hows Life taste depends on how you want it to be.....
and sadness can pull us down but remember your happiness is waiting for you.....
22 February 2004`
Yo peeps... sorry im bz dis few weeks... n yesterday i help out in SIT sports champ.... become e basketball ref and soccer ref..... i got sunburn on my face.... its so painful..... and my anke hurt man......... so im goin to chill out first.....
this is somehow me....
CANCER MAN
The most sensitive man and the weakest emotional type in all Zodiacs. Most Artists are Cancer. Cancer is controlled by the "Moon" and the moon change it's shape daily, so Cancer man's emotional and moods change all the time too. You will confuse with him and yet it is his constantly changes that "Charm" you. He never go to get what he wants directly, but he will wait for a chance and opportunity to do so. Once he gets what he wants, he will not loose it, except if he get tired of it by himself.
The most sensitive man who can not stand rejection. He cares what other people feel or think of him. He hates loosing face and he tends to over protected himself, so sometimes people might think he is a cold person.
Gifted, creative, imaginative, is Cancer. A mystery and complexity play a major role in a life of a Cancer man. He could be very funny, very quiet, suddenly very sad. Living with him could be very unexpected, for you will not know what is his next mood. If you like excitement and surprise, you have the right guy and never have a chance to get bored.
He thinks of his home as "nest" and it is the safest place for him. If he feels hurt or depress he will stay at home alone quietly. Once he feels better, he will come out of his retreat and lives normally again. Being a looser is not him.
It is so easy to fall in love with this guy because he is gentle and a very polite guy. His wit and creative mind could win your affection. He will come out from his nest to protect you even if he is not opening himself up to other people much. Not many people will win his heart. His security is only when he has money in his pocket. Once he feels secure then he might think of having a happy family. Even he likes to make and keep money, he is not stingy. Spending money is part of his good image, so he will be happy to spent money to take you out to a very expensive restaurant or buy a jewelry for you.
Certainly when he has money OK. He is possessive to everything's that he thinks belong to him. Don't try to talk to another cute guy in front of him, he will get suspicion because he is not very secure or confident in himself for this kind of competition.
Once you know each other too much, he will start to look for new excitement, but not to worry for he will always think of you. If he thinks you are the true love for him, and you try once to disappear. You will be sure he will come and look for you.
He is a shy guy, but if he likes you. You can get up in the morning and see that he is in front of your house everyday till you go out with him, a very persistent guy.
He likes a secure, cheerful and lively woman, confident but at the same time always act proper and appropriate. He likes a secure woman, but able to adjust to his rapid changes. A very difficult type to find woman indeed.
In the beginning, you and he will be so sugary sweet together and he will only think of you. This so "super romantic" will not last forever, so don't slip this chance. If you are the one who want his interest, then act and make yourself interesting. Be a supportive person and give him compliment sometimes, but not too much till he thinks you are not sincere.
Unlike many other Zodiacs, if he is mad then you better get out of that room. He will calm down by himself. Giving him a slight touch on his shoulders or concerned facial expression are enough. He loves his mother, so try to be his mother favorite, but do not act like his mother!
18 February 2004`
Wadzup people.... hahahhaa *Host mode ON* hi everyone welcome to Whose life is it aniway? with me ur host Emcee.... okay in tonight show we will see a man's life which is fill with emptiness -> thats what he says but lets check it out......
For tonight show the exposures will be Mr. FarHaN...... lets check out hows his life look like.....
*Action mode of becoming the exposures ON*
Basically my life started with my Handphone alarm that beeps..... yesh peeps its start when he beeps... heueuheue..... wake up, went to toilet either to shit, urine or sleep for another 5-10 mins(*Kurt Angel mode ON its true, its true)........showers, shaves then will put on my clothes for the day( basically T-shirts and jeans)... walk to bus stop then will take BUS or MRT to campus.... the journey will take me around an hour+..... which i usually sleep and listen to my netMD yesh my MD my love(chill bike u still number 1 N Taruna off course)....... okay after that usually the whole dae in campus then reach home around 8 spore time..... reach home strip(chill man im living alone in e time being.....hahaha) switch on my comp N play music file aloud.... showers, check mail, surf for a while then will find sumthin to eat and will watch tv tok in e phone back to computer watch tv back to comp do sum school stuff.... and usually 1.30+ is the fastest time i went to bed... and sleep around 2.30+ yesh people im a night person and i cant sleep earlier than that.....*The End of all mode*
okay peeps the purpose of me writing this blog is to say that im BORED with my life.... i need sumthing to brighthen my life...... i need the colors in my life..... i dun until when i can survive dis i have skiping class frequently... i have no interest in study.... basically i slack all the while dis semester.... i only managed a border line pass for my 1st test dis sem.... and i doubt i do well in the 2nd and 3rd test so far.... i even blow my presentation.... im depressed now.... and i dun noe why i have a frequent fast heart beat nowadays......
s0Me BodY P|e@sE He|p m3
17 February 2004`
Something To tease ur mind....~~~~
1. man
> >> -----------
> >> board
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = man overboard
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> 2. stand
> >> -----------
> >> i
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = I understand
> >>
> >> ok?....get the drift?
> >> Let's try a few now & see how you fare ???
> >>
> >>
> >> 3. /r/e/a/d/i/n/g/
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = reading between the lines
> >>
> >>
> >> 4. r
> >> road
> >> a
> >> d
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = cross road
> >>
> >>
> >> 5. cycle
> >> cycle
> >> cycle
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = tricycle
> >>
> >>
> >> 6. t
> >> o
> >> w
> >> n
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = downtown
> >>
> >>
> >> 7. le /
> >> / vel
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = split level
> >>
> >>
> >> 8. 0
> >> -------------
> >> M.D.
> >> Ph.D.
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = two degrees below zero
> >>
> >>
> >> 9. knee!
> >> ------------
> >> light
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = neon light (knee on light)
> >>
> >>
> >> 10. ii ii
> >> ----------
> >> O O
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = circles under the eyes
> >>
> >>
> >> 11. dice
> >> dice
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = paradise
> >>
> >>
> >> 12. t
> >> o
> >> u
> >> c
> >> h
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = touch! down
> >>
> >>
> >> 13. ground
> >> ---------------
> >> feet
> >> feet
> >> feet
> >> feet
> >> feet
> >> feet
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = six feet underground
> >>
> >>
> >> 14. he's / himself
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = he's by himself
> >>
> >>
> >> 15. ecnalg
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = backward glance
> >>
> >>
> >> 16. death / life
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. = life after death
> >>
> >>
> >> 17 THINK
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. think big !! !
> >>
> >>
> >> And the last one is what made me missing
> >>you...............
> >>
> >>
> >> 18 ababaaabbbbaaaabbbbababaabbaaabbbb....
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Ans. long time no 'c'(see)
> >>
15 February 2004`
WazdUp Yo...!!! Happy belaTeD VaLenTinE daE to AlL WhU celEbrAtiNg !t....... aniwaAy im very tired now, very tired indeed butta have to study for tuesday test.... shitty mann... coz i only have practically a day to prepare for 2 main module test.... dats sickening man.....*IndoneSian SpEakIng ModE*
ya ude.... skarang kita ngomongin masaalah -percintaan *ciiieeee..* yach berhubung masih ada suasana palentin.... yach ngomong2 kmaren tanggal 14 February 2004` *Ya elahhh bang... itu mach semalam* ya akh cerewet amat sich.... gw kaan ngerayain 6th gw jalan + kenalan ma NIA.... siangnya khan gw sibuk tuh ada NYP open house itu.... gila man uda capek banget...asli capek... ekh si Nia malah maksa jalan lagi... ya udah lah.... rencananya kita mo dinner(mana udah book tempat untuk makan jam9+ gitu) aja abis itu chillin somewhere gitu either esplanade or sumwhere else dach.... tapi ouh tetapi si Nia punya niat yg laen man.... dia ngerubah reservation dengan semena-menanya menjadi jam 8 pass.... alasannya temenya si Lina mo ngajak double date.... yach gw uda kepalang basah ude ikutin aja.... lagian pacarnya si Lia si James temen gw juga... uda lama gak ketemu lagi.... sambil menyelam minum air dach.... gitu dech.... gw cabut dr campus sebelum jam 6(waktu spore, red) jadi gw bisa tidur-tiduran diBus N nyambung lagi pass uda di apartmentnya si Nia.... gw nyampe skitar jam 7 di apartment si Nia(jauh man dr kampus kerumah n apartment Nia)..... rencana mo tidur lage ekh ternyata si setan kecil yg uda gede*cant make up my mind* ngajak gw maen PS2 bareng ama temennya.... yaelah ni anak gak tahu apa gw baru abis maen X-Box di kampus.... ya gw akhirnya tergoda juga ama itu si PS2 tuch..... gw maen cuman setengah jamaan gityu... ya iyalah gue khan jam 8 uda reserve tempat mo makan.... yach gw mandi n siap2 dech dikamarnya Nia...... skitar jam 7.45 si Lia ama James dateng.... udah kita langsung berangkat pake taxi..... sesampainya disana.... kita disambut dengan setan2 gentayangan dari youth park*gak dieng becanda* ya kita makan sambil ngobrol2... abis itu kita bli tiket buat nontyon "Along Came Polly" jam 12san gitu....... sebelum dan sesudah nonton kita chill...... sebelom nonton kita ngitar2 orchard sambil bli snack n ngeliatin org... lebih banyak nyenack ama ngiatin org2 di pancorannya Ngee Ann City...... abis nonton yg uda skitar jam 2 kurang gitu kita jalan sodara2....... kita jalan ke esplande... gila tuan2 dan nyonya2 gw uda capek banget khan tu dari pagi bejalan mulu..... pulangnya skitar jam 5+ nyampe dirumah gw mandi*gerah man* n tidur dengan pulasnya ampe jam 2+.......
PS: e morale of e story... dun walk to much..... hehehehe
DeAr Im SicK aGaIn
13 February 2004`
"I already gave my best.
I have no regrets at all."
--William Hung
2004 American Idol Auditions
13 February 2004`
It mIghT HavE ciRcuLate all AroUnG E WorLd bUt i Jux WaN tO PuT uP fOr MeMorY I GueEs...!!!
STUPID QUESTIONS WITH THE SMART ANSWERS:
>> >>BOY : May I hold your hand? >>GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.
>> >>GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me! >>BOY : You love me...
>> >>GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring?? >>BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??
>> >>GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest. >>BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple
>> >>GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever. >>BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??
>> >>BOY : I love you and I could die for you! >>GIRL : How soon??
>> >>BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you! >>GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??
>> >>SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss?? >>TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.
>> >>MAN : You remind me of the sea. >>WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting? >>MAN : NO, because you make me sick.
>> >>WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in! one ear and comes out >>of the other. >>HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.
>> >>MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think, >>Peter? >>PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.
>> >> Girlfriend : "...And are you sure you love me and no one else ?" >>Boyfriend : "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday".
>> >> Teacher : "Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?" >>Pupil : "The moon". >>Teacher : "Why?" >>Pupil : "The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the >>sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need it".
>> >> Teacher : "What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?" >>Pupil : "A teacher".
>> >> Waiter : "Would you like your coffee black?" >>Customer : "What other colors do you have?"
>> >> My father is so old that when he was in school, history was called current affairs.
>> >> Teacher : "Sam, you talk a lot !" >>Sam : "It's a family tradition". >>Teacher : "What do you mean?" >>Sam : "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher". >>Teacher : "What about your mother?" >>Sam : "She's a woman".
>> >> Tom : "How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?" >>David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performance repeated".
>> >> Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?" >>Student : "Brotherly love".
>> >> Teacher : "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?" >>Sam : "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook".
>> >> Patient : "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?" >>Doctor : "One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died".
>> >> Teacher : " Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?" >>One Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time."
>> >> Teacher : " George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him ?" >>One Student: " Because George still had the axe in is hand."
13 February 2004`
Actually wanna write dis entry yesterday nite.... but i dun have time arh..... tired after the open house thingey...... aniway we through.........
first ManU lost the game against boro....... ManU defense sux man........ without G.Neville and Ferdinand the defense look like second division defense siarhh..... okay larh enuf wif the lost man im sick of it......
okay den i like to watch comedy....... any kind say that action comedy..... romatic comendy...... comedy ngocol-ngocolan pokoke apa aje dech...... den seperti biasa nich malem jumat kemaren gw nonton Kawin Gantung........ gw rewind aja dech.... jadi pas adegan Ridho mo bilang ke sara kalo die uda diamprokin ama jodohnyer yg ude dianakin erh dikawinin pas masih beliau-beliau bayi...erhhh malah si sarah nye bentak2 n nangis lage.... kan dari2 dulu juga uda dBilang kalo Ridho tu uda dijodohin........ kay kenapa gw nulis ini karena ini ada kaitannya banget man ama gw....... gw sekarang uda hampir 6 taon..... besok sich sebenarnya annivesarynya..... pacaran ama pacar gw namanya Nia(bukan nama samaran, red) and gw uda bilang ama dia kalao hubungan kita ini gak bisa lebih jauh lage ya cuma pacaran doang..... karena oh karena gw gak boleh kawin ama non arab..... (sorry buat yg gak setuju tapi emang kenyataan mo diaapain) ......... obviously gw gak mo happy memory yg kita jalanin slama ini terhapus gara satu incident yg gw gak pernah bakaln mo itu terjadi...*cie cie*.... gw sayang and care banget sama dia* ye allah ama pacar masak benci, kalo benci no ama panci hehe* dia juga begitu ama gw.....dia uda mo merawat gue pas gue sakit n gak adayg nemenin di rumah, gw uda dimasakin...... hampir tiap weekend dear bantu bersih-bersih dirumah....... pokok ke top abis dach...... Dear i really dun want dis to happend okay..... take caree i Love u and Happy Annivesary and Valentine day.......
TiReD MaN i'm HeLpIng In e CaMpUs OpEn HoUsE ThInG
11 February 2004`
Wadzup dough...... ur emcee back again..... im still sick man.... got nothin can do about... juz sleepin all day long man..... okay e menu for 2day...... Valentine Day is coming.... actually i dun give a fuck bout Valentine day coz im single... i have no gerlfriend *Di kejar ama Nia sambil bawak kulkas buat nyambit* hehehehe..... yeah eventhough i met my gerl for e first time during a valentine day party for single (eventhough couple was there too) set up by my friends.... ouh ya btw dat day around 5couple met and they are still together now.... wow.... its like have been almost 6years we are know each other..... so for u all folks i dun noe wad to say..... juz have fun going out wif ur boy or gerl.... and remember ur Emcee Wizs here saying that love is for u all to cherish everyday of ur life... not only ur gf/bf ur friends, parents can also celebrate valentine day wif u...... so loonng folks
LoVe iS In E aIr *sux*
10 February 2004`
Harlow man... im sick.... fever.... cough... sore throat..... whole body aching...... weak..... isn't dat a killing already...... gotta do lots things..... got a test coming out.....another 2test next week and guess wad..... i have study none of them.... yeah it's true it's true*action kurt angle* hehehe....... ouh ya i was shock today when i saw Derick wif Crystal...... they are couples now... ouh man when did they do that..... i thought crystal had a very good relationship wif juz break up guy..... i dun noe and i dun care......... i they do like each other and thats good for them wishing them good luck*bit wierd*hehhe.....
i think its have been 2weeks since e American Idol 3 shown the William Hung guy.... and now hes becoming more and more popular man....... even ma friend change their SoupKambing FC team to WillamHungFC team for the sport Champ..... u go brothers..... Open house coming up.... i hope i'll be well enuf to help out...... yeah.... open house laz day is a valentine day... how sux can it be........
Fahmi now having a hard time to win Yana's heart... and his competition is growing strong wif Lance, e Min guy and now Zai might be in e battle...... but im afraid to tell him he might be juz too late..... and hopefully he doesnt do e stupid thing of asking Yana how she feel bout him b4 even go on a date or sumthin..... come on bro.... learn from others mistake...Amir did sumthing which i think he still regret till now....... u have to go on a date first for good sake
HoPe FaHmI wiLL d0 e Rite ThiNgeY
10 February 2004`
5 days w/o posting... heheheh... sianz man..... been quite bz lately.... bz on playing and duin some werk..... kinda of starting to find rythm for my study.... eventhough stil the founding member of skipping lecture party.... hehehe...... atleast i got scan my card to take my attendance...... hehehehe....... will be very bz dis week...... coz of the open house thingey and test comin up...... pray hard for me man...... i got no moods to talk..... kinda very tired and lazy..... hehehe.... aint got a shit to say......!!!!
05 February 2004`
Harlow guys... sianzzz man.... i noe dat i havent update my blog for quite sumtimes... believe it aint ma fault man.... i wrote lots of things on the 3rd but e server was having sum problems so dats it.... u cant expect me to write all over again....
okay den...... had my project presentation today....wasnt very good or to the extent i wanted to but hella its gone.... i dun noe wad am i duin fooling myself in that club things i guess i juz wanna be whu am i........ a simple guy whu always bz duin organization werk... whu organise dis and that but noe i feel like im startin back at zero.... i dun noe wad i will do or wad i can do to help me find myself again........... i miss few of ma friends that have missing lately.... i need em juz to listen to me.... listen to my grumpyness....... i always look happy i noe...but beleive me i aint that happy mann....... i dun noe y i cant pull a long face for more than 3mins........... aniway i like to laugh and make people laugh marh... so let it be man....... okay larh guys i think dats all for now...... i had quite a shocking experience in the laz 2days......... aliens invaded my house...... sianzz man shock to the hell.......
