28 January 2004`
Harlow... ur emcee here aint feeling any good..... im havin fever and cold rite now.... and i cant afford to sick for the time being considering that i have lots of things to do for my project.... i dun have the momentum to work, i dun have the urge to work, i have been slackin all round and now im sick.... ouh nooooo......
rested quite a bit today..... when to eat dinner outside sianzzzz.... grandma cook but froze it and i have to reheat my self.... i cant even find food in the fridge let alone reheatin and eatin it..... ouh ya i watch the american idol show today and i saw lots of stupid human in the tv.... i dun believe that a lot of people cant take critisism...... i saw lots of stupid acts done in order to make them look worsed...... those judges certainly have a music ear... if they dun then they couldnt be choosen to be the judge of american idol and they know music and talent yet those people cant accept their critisism...... even i cant stand them sings let alone those judges........ how stupid human be when their ego is hurts..........
I M Not WelL......
27 January 2004`
my Life Feel Miserable here..... i need Motivation N moMenTum to sTaRt StudYin....... when Is It ComIng.......hiks,hiks,hiks... i scared It cOmE tO LaTe......... ShiT..... DeAr I NeeD to go Out enJoy wif yoU..... HoPe U caN MaKe iT 2Molo.......... heemmmmpphhh...... i dun noe wad to do 2molo???????????
SiaNnnnZZzZZZZzz
26th January 2004`
Puuuiihhh.......... tired man..... many things that i have to do 2dae and its like 75% completed n i feel freakingly tired.... sianz larh 2dae thong announce there will be assignment that we have to do sianzzz....... i cant stand dis projects and assignment it fell like i have done this for so long yet i have to do it again and again........ i dun noe wad to expect dis semester....... i wanted to get all A's n B's but wif my little effort in study (harlow dis is week 4 already) i dun seem to have the ability to achieve that...*feel terible* dun noe wad to do dun noe wad i can do........ shittttt.........
i want to spend my days shaking my legs, i want to spend my days playing games i want to spend my days to woo girls i want to spend my days going out wif friends........ why cant i have the life that i wanted...........
I feel down N In neEd of MotiVatiOn
17 January 2004`
wwaaarrrlloowww.......... its the usual weekend thingy again for me...... wake up at bla bla bla..... did this did that...... puuhhh really sucks...... why cant i add more colour in my life.... its like harrlloowww dull man....... i dun understand y people always think dat my life is so fun, its so wonderfull.... ouhh FarHaN u dun need to do that coz its done for u..... u no need to this...that.... all the fuckin shit people said bout me....... they aint no truth inside but its juz like come on if i live a wonderful life will i complain and naggin rite now........ shhiittt no more talkin bout dat........ i switchin off......
Man U lost........ :(
16 January 2004`
WwwoOoowwWWw.... one of the bad day in my life.... im sure dat strings of bad things doesnt happend as many times in people life but today was an exception..... it was a horrible yet a fun day *well FarHaN make up ur mind horrible or fun* i dun have anything to say bout today..... played some badminton and table tennis...... had a couple of u know the "usual" things i did........
it all started in the morning...... woken up late again *i think did it on purpose :P* went to school by cab n bla bla bla bla..... i was suppose to start class at 11.10 but u know wad i did i came at 9.30 *thinking dat the class actually start at 10.10* wad the hell am i duin in school so early yet i spend 10 odd bucks on cab....... shit...... luckly Hadirman n Hairul was in the SIT club n i have some friends to waste my 1hour wif....... ehkehkheke....... u know i dun like to wait so while i was waiting i wrote another poem.... hekhkehkke...... i always wirte poem *well sumtimes* n previously i dun save them but here it goes:
another one in Indonesian Language. Sorry if u cant understand..!!!
aKU BinGuNg
Aku bingung dengan hari.........
hari-hari yang terus berlari.......
berlari meninggalkan aku sendiri.....
sendiri dalam malam yang sepi......
Aku bingung dengan cuaca....
Cuaca hatiku yang gundah......
Hatiku bagaikan arca.....
arca yang akan runtuh dihantam badai......
badai kehidupan yang tak menentu......
Aku bingung dengan diriku.....
aku rasa...aku kuat
aku rasa.....aku hebat
tapi aku lemah....
lemah menghadapi badai kehidupan.....
yang selalu siap menerjangku.......
Aku bingung dengan waktu.....
waktu yang terus berputar.....
berputar dan trus berputar....
membuatku serasa mati.....
berputar membuatku pasrah......
pasrah dengan diriku yang lemah.....
Yaaaaaa...... AaaLLllllAahhHH...!!!! aku bingung......
bingung dengan kehidupan......
kehidupan yang kau ciptakan.......
kehidupan yang kau tata sedimikian rupa.........
kehidupan yang kau campakkan 1001 masaalah......
kenapa kau biarkan tangan-tangan hambamu merusaknya....
kenapa kau biarkan mereka merusakkan tatananmu......
yaaa... alllllaaaaahhh..........!!!!
aku tak sanggup melihatnya.....melihat kehancuran duniamu
aku tak sanggup medengarnya.....mendengarkan tangis-tangis saudaraku
aku tak sanggup merasakannya......merasakan penderitaan yang mereka alami
aku tak sanggup yyyYyyaaAAaa AaaAllLLlLLaaaAAaAaHHHH........
Biarkan aku Mati............................
Done By: FarHaN
Singapore, 16 Jan 2004
14 January 2004`
hekhekhekhke.... i dun why i feel like writing more 2dae.... i feel so emotional 2dae....... shiitttssss.......
2dae is 1 month away from my 6th annivesary wif Nia...... i have not yet realise dat its been so long...... hekhekek
i dun noe wad we r goin 2do this year....... mayb break up*wink-wink* you bet...!!!! hehekhehkhek............
i plan to retire flirting wif gerlzzz but i juz cant stop duin it...... dun noe lah........ i really need the special women of my life to come.........*dun think bad arh* my mom lerr..... i need to be directed now wad to do...... i really need Nia now....... but
hekehkheke...... she cant come down now....... the only thing we can do now is chatting on da phone..... but to make the matters worse we kind of having cold war now........ hekhekkehke...... i dun understand why i still can laugh...... mayb ive been through dis situation for so many times wif her.....
wish me luck dude
14 January 2004`
Haii.....!!!! sianz bo 2dae.... slack, slack and slack evenmore.....hekhkekekhek...... but got some fun though going back wif A Gerl....... she's not really wad i thought she was.....hehekhekhkehke which means i might have make some mistakes here.. well i have made her a special poem(*im so sorry dis is in Indonesian Language.... my English is quite bad so i dun have the confidence on duin it in English........*) i did dis when i was waiting for her *check it out*
PuiSi TaNpA JuDuL
Kau Berjalan dihadapanku......
Lika-Liku tubuhmu yg indah menarik perhatianku.....
Gerak-geri mu seakan memanggil namaku........
Senyum indahmu memikat hatiku......
Aku bergerak menghampirimu......
Tapi kau bersikap tak acuh terhadapku....
Apakah yg Harus kulakukan untukmu.....?
Agar dapatku memeluk indah tubuhmu.....
Menyebrangi lautan api...??
AaaAahhhh....... bukan tipeku.......
Mengejarmu sampai keujung dunia......??
Terlalu naif untukmu......
Katakan apa yg harus kulakukan...
kulakukan untuk memilikimu.........
lakukan sebagai tanda cinta dariku........
lakukan sebagai ucapan tulus aku sayang kamu.......
Mungkin ini smua adalah harapan....
harapan-harapan kosong......
sebagai tanda aku seorang manusia.....
manusia yg punya cinta..........
Kapankah kau akan berpaling....
berpaling untuk memberi cahaya........
secercah cahaya untuk seorang pecinta......
pecinta yg akan selalu akan menanti.....
menanti penantian yang mungkin tak akan pernah berhenti.......
Done By: FarHaN
Singapore, 14 Jan 2004
13 January 2004`
Time ticks away as author sits infront of his computer duin literally nuthin except for listenin to songs..... the author got no urge to do anithiin rather than slack, more slack and slack even more.......
This is wad i feel n do almost everyday since after the holiday.... i dun have the spirit to werk and study...... i havent even play my CM4 game for 4days..... I have to wait for another week atleast to change my phone..... i feel inlove wif Nokia3200 de moment i saw it at Nokia.com...... haiz hopefully i can get that....!!!! sianzz boo...!!!! my classmates planning to go to Batam in de next couple of week haizzzz..... i have to do all the research and i have to contact my auncle for the possibility to borrow his cars..... sianzzz never talk or meet him for almost 2-3years i think eventhough he lives nearby island......
sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I
MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS
HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME
I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I
MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS
HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME
I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I
MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS
HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME
I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I
MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS
HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME I MISS HOME
13 January 2004`
Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii miszzzz hooommeeee.............. hallloooo.... sianzzz ah school...... nuthin much but lotz of stress already....... lecturer really expect sooo muucchhh arh.... like cant take it already but come on its juz like week 2.......... haiyaaa.....
dun noe whether project proposal draft will be accepted........... hope it will larhhh...........
JJJJJJJooooooooohhhhhnnnnnn LLLLimmmmm accept my proposal okay.... hehehehe*gila ding*
ttoooo sianz to talk bout ManU already.... dun noe and have no idea to talk bout whu they goin to sign.............. Solksjaer comeback is goin to be in early Febuary no longer in Late Jan..... sianzz
Fergie get the table
11 January 2004`
Hai... there.... juz change the layout bit again..... added lotz of new cool links for yea... n enjoy the music by Black Eyed Peas
Wheres The Loveeee.......!!!!!
09 January 2004`
*Sickening Morning*
I woke up at 6.30am, then coz its still early(*considering my class starts at 11*) i went to sleep again.....
den as usual i overslept....woke up again @9.50+am....shit i have to take taxi again to school.....
reach school bout 10.30 wooww still very early....... den u know wad as i alight de taxi all my coins drop.....
somemore infront of pretty gerls leii.... so malu...hahahah
*touching afternoon*
after lesson at 12... as im packin my bag and i turn to find KR.... u noe wad the outkaster grp have left w/o saying a word to me..... shity man.....
went out wif Iris,mic,wendy,ZC,D,MK, and lee teng.... to *CHINATOWN* hahahaha i wouldnt have beleive it.... dis is the first time i went out wif dem when wendy is driving......
reach chinatown and we straight away went to foodcourt and i found theres only one muslim food stall there.... n they use styrofoam plate(I hate that)....... i decide to eat rojak only.... den ZC and MK force me to go find another stall and the follow me around...(kind of things dat i havent receive since in Poly).....
today i feel so tired..... when i reach home after school i feel my body aching and i was so sleepy..... after i change my clothes i straight away went to sleep...and i only wake up at 10.30....crazy man.... now im not sleepy..... i dun noe wad time i will sleep
hahahahaha
crazy friday
08 January 2004`
Waalloooppsss..... 2day was a fair day on me.... although it was fuckin tirin but okay..... early in tha morning check soccernet and found out ManU beat Bolton(*good), Chelsea lose to Liv(*even better)and Arsenal drew(*wooowww) which means ManU are 3points ahead of Arsenal and 7points ahead of Chelsea.... yeeeiiiiii..... next game is against Newscastle.... i hope another win there....
pppuuuiiiihhhh..... i dun realise dat this July Im in 3rd year alrd....wooowww very fast arr..... and i dun noe whether i shuld request for year3sem1 FYPJ and IPP or year3sem2...... aaarrrrhhhhh i dun noe laaahhhhhh *Confuse
Prediction: ManU 2 - Newscastle 1
06 January 2004`
WaaLLoooOOpppSSssSS..... u Silly Salope..... yoo... wadzup... school sucks big time man..... juz back for two days~two days onlyyyy there is a make up lecture comin up 2molo....siannzzzz 2.30 until finish....damnnn!!!! stupid lecturer teach IT but simple Application such as projectors dont noe how to switch on....mathafucka...... k lah enuf of that..... Class or shuld i call it group dat im hopelessly in is damn fuckin sianzzzzz....... i dun noe wad words shuld i use to describe that so called POLYTECHNIC group........... sianzzzzzzzzz(*EmcEe have no mood to talk bout dat alrdy)
At laz Gaffer is goin to sign an attacker..... i hope Arjen can shine wif ManU like wad ruUd have done....... i dun noe wad the Gaffer will do [wether to sign another player or sign during summer season break]..... i dun wan and dun like to speculate.... but i would love to c him sign a defender more atleast as a cover for ManU coverless defender...... whu would i like the Gaffer to sign????? hhmmppphhh: i think for future wise also..... he shuld sign Mexes, kevin hofland or even the veteran gareth southgate.... that shuld be good enuf for MU wont it.......
02 January 2004`
HeeLlllAaaaa........ New Year hopefully a New beginning.....sick and tired of my **** life........ aniway skol is starting soon.... really sickening.... whhhyyy nooowwww..... juz as im gettin to enjoy my holiday again i have to start skoling again..... got a lot of new things coming up........ shitt.... dun noe wad shuld i do..... for ManU it have been their greatest run in the league so far.... im so happy..... hopefully they can beat aston villa in the FA cup tomolo and on the course of repeating their treble.... im hopefull for another treble......By the Way who is the Gaffer going to sign in this January Transfer Window?????
